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June 5th, 2006
10:42 pm
Looking through the spare closet in my room I just came across 3 boxes of throphies.
Remember when you were little and you played t-ball, basketball, did cheerleading, karate or dance and at the end of every year you would get a trophy and how good it felt to hold that trophy. Not being able to wait for next year when you'll get another one to add to your collection.
Me and Justin would always compete for who had the most and we would proudly display them on our dressers. Where did all the fun of that go? When do you stop caring about trophies? When is the day they all end up in boxes? Im not sure but all I have to show for my childhood is three boxes of plastic trophies.
Though the one I always and still and proud of is me and sam's first place 3ed grade talent show trohpie :)
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10:35 pm
Camping With Tim
BY: Justin Coleman
Camping with Tim
I smile when I look at him
We start a fire in the pit
Time drops the match, then yells "got it"
My Dad cracks a beer
They fire is warm, "hey look, theres a deer"
It is night time and time to sleep
The crickets are going "Peep, Peep"
My dog licks my face and I get up
Tim gets some juice and I get the cup
The smell of breakfast in the air
Tim gets the last egg, but I don't care
R.I.P.
Timmy, Alexis and Karen Knight
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May 29th, 2006
09:16 pm
sometimes i feel
like i dont have a partner
sometimes i feel
like my only friend
is the city i live in
the city of angels
lonely as i am
together we cry
i drive on her streets
cause she's my companion
i walk through her hills
cause she knows who i am
she see's my good deeds
and she kisses me windy
i never worry
now that is a lie
i dont ever want to feel
like i did that day
take me to the place i love
take me all the way
its hard to believe
that i'm all alone
at least i have her love
the city she loves me
lonely as i am
together we cry
i dont ever want to feel
like i did that day
take me to the place i love
take me all the way
under the bridge downtown
is where i drew some blood
under the bridge downtown
i could not get enough
under the bridge downtown
forgot about my love
under the bridge downtown
i gave my life away
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March 22nd, 2006
08:12 pm
My dad just got a new job, or another part time job at the hampton casino ballroom as a bouncer. I like the sound of it. So if anyones going to sevendust, youll see him on his first day :)
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February 13th, 2006
09:21 pm
tomorrow is our year annerversary<3 yay for that
and on a heavier note...
Rest In peace Ms. Kiernan
well to quote shawnas live journal
"only the good die young"
so this one goes out to...
lloyd chapin
Ms. kiernan
brian welch
justin cabit
and timmy knight
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February 9th, 2006
08:28 pm - Love is in the air my friend
What a good day today was,
nothing special really happened, it was just a good day of simple pleasures
such as...funny vh1 shows
cuddleing
practicing driving the standard
eating a large plate of strawberries and sugar
playing hide and go seek in walmart for over an hour
nearly crying at the end of night realising how happy i am right now
Francly, now that its over I feel ok to say this but the past couple weeks havent been good ones for the relationship know as Ashlou. Why? I dont really know, but it was looking pretty bad for awhile there, i didnt know if we'ed make it our annerversary(which by the way is next TUESDAY!!!!!). But all is well, well its getting there, were still working on it.
Tonight is however an annerversary for us, one year ago tonight was our first kiss :), so the annervasary of tomorrow, is louis walking into ROTC with the biggest fucking hicky on his neck ;).
I cant believe its been a year already, its been a wonderful year, but also not an easy one. A stable relationship is not an easy thing at all ive learned, infact its one of the fucking hardest things ever, but its really worth it. (Sorry if im getting to sappy for you, youll get over it.) Theres so much involved, like getting to know like every detail of each others life, down to memories, insurcurities, likes and dislikes. Then theres stablizing emotions with keeping each other happy and keeping things interesting, and just taking care of each other and being there for one another.
This year has been so quick but at the same time not at all...whatever thats soppose to mean. Im just so excited to have found someone who actually cares about me and is willing to put up with my Bitchiness and insurcruities, and hes done it for a year straight!! I really didnt think that to be possible infact i was sure id never find love.
Hears to a wonderful year and many more to come *CHEERS*
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January 30th, 2006
08:06 pm - Lloyd
Om Asatoma Sadgamaya
Tamasoma Jyoti Gamaya
Myrityoma Amritam Gamaya
From delusion lead me to Truth
From darkness lead me to Light
From death lead me to eternal life.
- Hindu prayer from the Sanskrit - Universal Prayer
You never know how your going to react to a death, until it happens. I dont know about everyone else but I always take it harder than I expected. The thought of someones death is not something that should be taken lightly.
A person is born and grows and goes through many good and many more bad experences, they make choices and things happen as a result, and somethings just happen unexpectidly. People make friends and loose friends, they make enimies also. And they have a family who share probaly the closet bond with them. This is all enevidable. So is death, and all there family and friends and past friends morn for them. So even if there enimies dont morn there death, at least they should let there anger rest.
I knew Llyod Chapin for as long as I can remember. We were never really friends, but we knew each other and would talk if so we were together. I always respected Lloyd, he was always really nice to me and all of my friends. I knew he wasnt the best or nicest kid around, and I know he did things that he probaly shouldnt have, but all in all he was a good kid, a trust worthy person. And I would have galdly said all those things about him at anytime, not just because of how he is now. Its really a tragity when someone so young dies in a community, especialy someone so well know. Everyone knew Lloyd somehow, just like when Timmy Knight died, everyone knew him and it hurt everyone so badly.
Though I dont hold many memories of him, its enough to make me cry when I think Ill never be in his presnece again, so to LLoyd..
Rest In Peace
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January 22nd, 2006
08:18 pm
Happy Birthday Brother Justin
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January 15th, 2006
10:22 pm
today we deside for a chnage of pace and went to Rockingham mall, which despite being there we still saw ewen there, but with his dad. And at one point i saw berly cummings, odd.
after eating some pretty nasty food and visting every other store, getting shawnas bday present and nearly crying for the poor animals at the pet store we desided to go see a movie at loews, the second best theater ive ever been too.
we saw dick and jane which was alrite i soppose.
we were gonna go see my sister since shes like 10 minutes from there, but desided agaist it because I hate for the baby to get the cold im getting over.
well no plans tomorrow so far, whats everyone else doind for MLK jr.day??
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January 14th, 2006
12:35 pm
So last night went well, we got like 10 of emily's dreds done, which look way hot on her might i add.
mike never came, but to a good surprize taryn showed up half way through The Wall.
Things are turning out well despite having quite the soar throat right now, but hey it got me out of work.
I need a new job, again, mcdonalds is discusting and id advise all, never to eat there.
oh and happy 11 month annerversary to me and louis as of today
and almost happy sweet 16 to shawna,
happy 19th to justin
and just birthday to mother.
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January 10th, 2006
08:18 pm
I hope Ryan Fowler is analy rared when he is sent to juvi.
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January 3rd, 2006
08:57 pm
good bye 2005, and good ridence
highlights of 2005
*feb.14---->louis became my boyfriend
*in Aug---->my beautiful niece Hannah Marie was born
This vaction hadnt quite been what i planned
Louis half brother danny(http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=7504092),
1/4(lol)sisterling(lindsay(http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=21563518))
, and 3 cousins nikki,
noah (http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=15881914)
and alicia all came home from Hawaii.
i spent almost zero time with my family, which i feel bad about, but half the time they when i woke up in the morning they had already taken off somewhere.
went to amesbury sports park for a day
went bowling twice
went to the mall twice and
sams band practice once
I hate Janurary, I always find it to be the worst month of the year.....Feb. come fasterrrrrrrrrrr!!!
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December 9th, 2005
10:31 pm
Someday at Christmas men won't be boys
Playing with bombs like kids play with toys
One warm December our hearts will see
A world where men are free
Someday at Christmas there'll be no wars
When we have learned what Christmas is for
When we have found what life's really worth
There'll be peace on earth
Someday all our dreams will come to be
Someday in a world where men are free
Maybe not in time for you and me
But someday at Christmastime
Someday at Christmas we'll see a Man
No hungry children, no empty hand
One happy morning people will share
Our world where people care
Someday at Christmas there'll be no tears
All men are equal and no men have fears
One shinning moment my heart ran away
From our world today
Someday all our dreams will come to be
Someday in a world where men are free
Maybe not in time for you and me
But someday at Christmastime
Someday at Christmas man will not fail
Take hope because Your love will prevail
Someday a new world that we can start
With hope in every heart
Someday all our dreams will come to be
Someday in a world where men are free
Maybe not in time for you and me
But someday at Christmastime
Someday at Christmastime
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/sleepy.gif) tired
Current Music: melicalicimaca
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December 6th, 2005
08:53 pm
well today i was soppose to work, but turns out, like 5 brazilians were just hired!!! so me and lou werent on the schedual, why the fuck do we need 5 NEW people?!?!?!
well for new classes, my schedual goes like this
intermediate strings, where my only person to talk to is cory, and its kind of awkward.
now i might be playing eaither bass or cello in the christmas concert!!!, NOT ready for that in the least!!!!!GAH
than i have phycology with mr.flemming who is awsome, ive only had him two days and hes already another favorite teacher. what really got me was he said that theres no real Promblem with heroin, except sharing needles. if people want to be a potatoe all there life its really only their promblem. haha, i liked that
my friend is taryn in this class
weight training- like 4 girls and 26 guys, i fell so uncompfortable in there, like i cant move with out someone watching me, its creepy!though it has completely boosted my confidence.
creative writing- god i think im gonna flip so soon on derik beckwith. hes pretty annoying i must say
oceanography- this class actually seems pretty interesting. though the people in the class could be a promblem ie. eddy guy, mike maloney, roarke possibly, and some chicks i dont know there names.
so since i didnt work, i went home with lou and counted and rolled 125.00$ in change!!!!YAY i have money again, though not for long
than we played a game of life while sipping hot coaco with my mother.
so day ended well
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November 30th, 2005
08:08 pm
Old Age, you were smart and healthly in your last
life so you died of old age. You were probably
calm as well so you didnt make many enemies.
This life you are very wise, and calm as well.
How Did You Die? (Anime Pics)
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November 14th, 2005
10:21 pm
ok well i found out about my missing people
Corissa- living with her mom somewhere, sopposedly styole and pawned jewlery from many of her old friends
Gabby- put away till shes 18 for trying to "kill" (she told me she just stabbed him, i never heard "kill " from her) lance. And for stealing her fathers car while she was drunk, something about caught speeding down the highway.
Jen- living in i believe raymond?
Seany- no further information was provided
this is just for those seabrook souls who care
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November 13th, 2005
10:09 am - lame weekend
had to work, i seriously cant go a day there without crying, those people are so mean.
than didnt have car, so sat around house
today, still no car so i have to ride my bike to hampton falls,
than im going out to dinner with the family, wonder how that will go.
happiness is just around the corner.
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November 11th, 2005
12:44 pm
why cant everyone just be happy
seriously, its like as soon as one person becaomes happy, another heart is broken.
cant everyone just stay happy for once, thats all i FUCKING want this year for christmas, is for everyone to just be fucking happy.
but thats wont happen until "when pigs fly"; arent i right?
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12:29 pm
well, this kinds sucks,
everytime there is like no school or something, it seems we dont have a car.
well we will later at least.
Nothing to do tonight eaither :/, so much for the concert.
maybe ill go see amovie tonight or something.
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November 8th, 2005
10:22 pm
Musical Wannabe
Congratulations! You scored 53%! |
Okay while you probably scored better than some first year music majors
you actually did less than perfact. Keep trying after you read some
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